Hey, Let me tell something.
Sometimes Im not happy with myself. I hate every single thing in my body and mind, I feel that I am horrible person who does horrible things. I desperately am trying to be good person, someone who tries to be nice to everyone.
I admire some bad things. Its bad thing and I hate it. It makes me bad person.
As much as I hate myself, I can also see how beautyfull I am. I can be beautyfull becouse even I am not beautyfull as a model, I am beautyfull if I deside to make myself the person I wanna be. Its not that I'd say I look like a shit (Of course I look sometimes) ,but I am not most beautiest thing on a world.
And guess what ? It does not matter!
Becouse theres some people whom love me, and whom I love.
World is actually beautyfull place. I love all colors, coultures, pollite human beings but mostly - peoples who like to be themself. Becouse oh my you guys are beautyfull as long as you are happy with who you are.
I love dressing up clothes that I like. Mostly harem trousers, some small basic shirts with colors that are neutral, dark green, grey, or brown. But same time I loce jackets that are full of nice colors and patterns. That makes me happy, to dress how I feel. It makes me feel comfy about who I am.
Nice thing to say for everyone;
Try do things you like and try to concentrate in tought that you like to do what you are doing. Becouse as long as you are nice to world, you are beautyfull.